why am i so retarded when it comes to boys. i have all these ideas about what i want in someone. then i pick someone who doesn’t exemplify these ideas. fall for them, realize its not going to work, and sit the the gut and heart wrenching feelings until someone else comes along and inconveniently captures my heart. i need to get over him. then i need to not see anyone. but i have no idea if i can even do that. i just know i need to. and i need to rid myself of bad feelings, because every time i see something he posts my heart and stomach fall to the floor..

O-Løb dag!
We got dressed up in our ridiculous outfits as the pink panthers!
we had to go around to 8 different stops and do activities.
1. Find ______ ex. rolater, en som ligener U$O, burger, ect.
2. Everyone ties a string around their waist and they are all tied to a pen, get the pen in the wine bottle
3.Trivia
4. Bodypart game. one word in danish, the next in latin. all body parts, then you had to touch the person next to you with the first word to the second word. worst ones were nose to buttcheek, and tongue to face cheek 
5. Bind for øjne, bogstavligtalt. pad over our eyes, and everyone holds on to the same string thats attached at both ends. had to make different shapes
6. Act out a movie title
7. Headphones on, sing the song
8. Dance the Rus Dans

This all took from 12-16 in the freezing Odense winter weather. We had to score points for doing the different things, but we also had to cheer and be excited and yell out team support, and we had to suck up to the tutors with cake, coffee and such. It was a really cool way to bring us all together with usually embarrassing things like looking ridiculous and doing embarrasing thigns like singing outloud, but since everyone was doing it and into it, it was actually alot of fun. When that was done we all wanted to go to Epstein Bar at the hospital. So me and Freja went to my place and washed the facepaint off and ditched the rainthings, and met up with the others and Anders’s place, and went to WP. It was actually really cool, we got to interact and play some drinking games with people from the other social teams. except on only 4 beers we got pretty wasted and Freja and I rode our bikes to Fakta to get some dinner so we could watch Handball!

We didnt actually watch a lot of handball because we really clicked talking, so im really happy i met her, she seems really down to earth and just on the same page as me! Really positive start to it all!

Rus Dansen!

First day of University! Thursday January 23rdI got there around 9.30, and walked in, the most nervewracking part. but i was surprisingly less nervous than i usually am. We, all 207 of us, sat in an aduitorium and listened to several people speak, almost all of them congratulating us on making it in to such a difficult course. We met our social tutors who danced this ridiculous dance for us. and heard about all the different groups we could join aside from our school life. We were then split up into 8 Social groups with 2 tutors/mentors - Caroline and Peter. We sat in a circle and played some icebreaker games and name games. I got talking to Freja, whos a year older than me but seemed like my type of person. We then found out that we were team Pink and our theme was Pink Panthers, like the movie. And we had to split into commities to get organized for the O løb next day. I got in a group with 6 other girls and we were the decorating team of our grocery cart the boys were to steal. We also danced the Rus dance to Timber a million times. 4 of us went to the Rosengaardcenter to shop for the run next day.When we were done i had told them they could come by my place because we had to meet up again at 19 at Carolines place, which is right by mine. We then had dinner there and decorated our cart.

First day of University! Thursday January 23rd

I got there around 9.30, and walked in, the most nervewracking part. but i was surprisingly less nervous than i usually am. We, all 207 of us, sat in an aduitorium and listened to several people speak, almost all of them congratulating us on making it in to such a difficult course. We met our social tutors who danced this ridiculous dance for us. and heard about all the different groups we could join aside from our school life. We were then split up into 8 Social groups with 2 tutors/mentors - Caroline and Peter. We sat in a circle and played some icebreaker games and name games. I got talking to Freja, whos a year older than me but seemed like my type of person. We then found out that we were team Pink and our theme was Pink Panthers, like the movie. And we had to split into commities to get organized for the O løb next day. I got in a group with 6 other girls and we were the decorating team of our grocery cart the boys were to steal. We also danced the Rus dance to Timber a million times. 4 of us went to the Rosengaardcenter to shop for the run next day.

When we were done i had told them they could come by my place because we had to meet up again at 19 at Carolines place, which is right by mine. We then had dinner there and decorated our cart.

This is my place in central Odense.
First night alone i decided i should have a nice dinner, this was Tuesday January 20th. I made a fantastic steak and baked potato meal. I was even surprised at how well it turned out.
The next day i spent riding my bike around town and finding out which way i should bike to school and to work. Its so nice biking here, no hills, big bike paths with trees along side them, its actually semi enjoyable bike riding.

I was going to, but then I decided..

I was going to stop using this tumblr because I wanted to start documenting my time at university so that id have some way to look back at it as i get further along, but then i decided that there was really no need to start over again, the out come will be the same so what the hey..

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Ohmygod such a great concert today I’m Hamburg with @hoodieallen !! Appreciate the guy so much more after seeing his energy and feeling the amazing vibe  throughout the entire concert! Such a blast (: #keepthatshitup #hoodiemob #hoodie #allen #hoodieallen #loveyou #omg #soamazing #concert #hamburg #heskindacuteactually #omgwearetouching #allamerican #flash

Ohmygod such a great concert today I’m Hamburg with @hoodieallen !! Appreciate the guy so much more after seeing his energy and feeling the amazing vibe throughout the entire concert! Such a blast (: #keepthatshitup #hoodiemob #hoodie #allen #hoodieallen #loveyou #omg #soamazing #concert #hamburg #heskindacuteactually #omgwearetouching #allamerican #flash

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HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY

My tumblr turned 2 yesterday.. wtf..

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And to answer my own previous question - Can I handle a fling right now?

NO. YOU FUCKING CAN’T.



seriously I’m retarded. What in the hell was I thinking?